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Sunday, September 28, 2003
::+so i'll say why don't you and i hold each other and fly to the moon and straight to the heaven.+cause without yoo, they will never let me in//*


haii.im goin crazy.i cant stand it anymore.im realie under stress.im at a turning point whereby it will affect my future.i haf to pass that stupid english!yuck!hate it!why is this happening to me?? :l after realising im the last few 6 gers in the class, i went totally speechless.i realie got nth to say.jus feel that im realie a loser.i realie wan to be promoted to sec three.so wad im a captain, a junior prefect?be realistic, those are not going to help me.these are jus names, posts.haii.shit!hate this kind of feeling.-roll eyes-

had been mugging fer the last few days and it was terrible.didnt noe that studying is so tedious.-hate it.i realie miss table tennis.i wanna play!haii.going mad!i tink this year is a veri lousy year fer me.things were not the way they were before.everyting seemed to be changing.friends, life, surroundings.they are sooo unfamilar to me.thay are different.


---* searching fer my soul >>*


5:40 PM
faintedd -

There's Gotta be(more to life)
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

CHORUS:
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more

(Than wanting more)

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

CHORUS

I'm wanting more

I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed....
Always... Always...

CHORUS - repeat twice

More to life
There's gotta be more to life (more to life)
There's gotta be more to life (more)
More to my life


9:13 AM
faintedd -

X I N R O N G;
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